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THE JOURNEYMAN 1977

 

 

 

 

 

THE JOURNEYWOMAN 1977

 

 

THE JOURNEYWOMAN 1977

 

 

BELOVED ISIS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT COME WEAVE THY WEB WITH RAPID LIGHT

 

 

 

 

WORK DAYS OF GOD

Herbert W Morris D.D.circa 1883

Page 22

"As all the words in the English language are composed out of the twenty-six letters of the alphabet,.."

 

 

LIGHT AND LIFE

Lars Olof Bjorn 1976

Page 197

"By writing the 26 letters of the alphabet in a certain order one may put down almost any message (this book 'is written with the same letters' as the Encyclopaedia Britannica and Winnie the Pooh, only the order of the letters differs). In the same way Nature is able to convey with her language how a cell and a whole organism is to be constructed and how it is to function. Nature has succeeded better than we humans; for the genetic code there is only one universal language which is the same in a man, a bean plant and a bacterium."

"BY WRITING THE 26 LETTERS OF THE ALPHABET IN A CERTAIN ORDER

ONE MAY PUT DOWN ALMOST ANY MESSAGE"

 

 

A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
1+0
1+1
1+2
1+3
1+4
1+5
1+6
1+7
1+8
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
I
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
9
1+9
2+0
2+1
2+2
2+3
2+4
2+5
2+6
ME
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
 =
=
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
I
9
18
9
18
9
18
9
18
9
=
1+8
=
1+8
=
1+8
=
1+8
=
=
9
=
9
=
9
=
9
=
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
1
9
9
9
9
9
9
9
9
9
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
I
ME
1

 

 

A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
1+1
1+2
1+3
1+4
1+5
1+6
1+7
1+8
1+9
2+0
2+1
2+2
2+3
2+4
2+5
2+6
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z

 

 

 

 

"BY WRITING THE 26 LETTERS OF THE ALPHABET IN A CERTAIN ORDER

ONE MAY PUT DOWN ALMOST ANY MESSAGE"

 

 

26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
6
-
8
+
=
43
4+3
=
7
=
7
=
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
14
15
-
-
-
19
-
-
-
-
24
-
26
+
=
115
1+1+5
=
7
=
7
=
7
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
1
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
9
-
2
3
4
5
-
7
-
+
=
83
8+3
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
10
11
12
13
-
-
16
17
18
-
20
21
22
23
-
25
-
+
=
236
2+3+6
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
+
=
351
3+5+1
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
+
=
126
1+2+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
1
occurs
x
3
=
3
=
3
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
2
occurs
x
3
=
6
=
6
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
3
occurs
x
3
=
9
=
9
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
+
=
4
occurs
x
3
=
12
1+2
3
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
+
=
5
occurs
x
3
=
15
1+5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
+
=
6
occurs
x
3
=
18
1+8
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
+
=
7
occurs
x
3
=
21
2+1
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
occurs
x
3
=
24
2+4
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
45
-
-
26
-
126
-
54
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4+5
-
-
2+6
-
1+2+6
-
5+4
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
9
-
-
8
-
9
-
9
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
9
-
-
8
-
9
-
9

 

 

A

HISTORY OF GOD

Karen Armstrong

The God of the Mystics

Page 250

"(The Book of Creation). There is no attempt to describe the creative process realistically; the account is unashamedly symbolic and shows God creating the world by means of language as though he were writing a book. But language has been entirely transformed and the message of creation is no longer clear. Each letter of the Hebrew alphabet is given a numerical value; by combining the letters with the sacred numbers, rearranging them in endless configurations, the mystic weaned his mind away from the normal connotations of words."

 

 

F
=
6
-
3
FOR
39
21
3
E
=
5
-
5
EVERY
75
30
3
A
=
1
-
6
ACTION
62
26
8
T
=
2
-
5
THERE
56
29
2
I
=
9
-
2
IS
28
19
1
A
=
1
-
2
AN
15
6
6
E
=
5
-
5
EQUAL
56
20
2
A
=
1
-
3
AND
19
10
1
O
=
6
-
8
OPPOSITE
115
43
7
R
=
9
-
8
REACTION
85
40
4
-
-
45
4
46
First Total
550
244
37
-
-
4+5
-
4+6
Add to Reduce
5+5+0
2+4+4
3+7
Q
-
9
-
10
Second Total
10
10
10
-
-
-
4
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
1+0
1+0
1+0
-
-
9
5
1
Essence of Number
1
1
1

 

FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
F
=
6
1
3
FOR
39
21
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
-
-
-
9
E
=
5
2
5
EVERY
75
30
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
3
6
ACTION
62
26
8
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
8
9
T
=
2
4
5
THERE
56
29
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
I
=
9
5
2
IS
28
19
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
6
2
AN
15
6
6
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
E
=
5
7
5
EQUAL
56
20
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
8
3
AND
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
O
=
6
9
8
OPPOSITE
115
43
7
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
7
-
9
R
=
9
10
8
REACTION
85
40
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
-
-
-
9
-
-
45
4
46
First Total
550
244
37
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
4+5
-
4+6
Add to Reduce
5+5+0
2+4+4
3+7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Q
-
9
-
10
Second Total
10
10
10
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
4
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
1+0
1+0
1+0
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
5
1
Essence of Number
1
1
1
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9

 

FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
I
=
9
5
2
IS
28
19
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
8
3
AND
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
T
=
2
4
5
THERE
56
29
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
E
=
5
7
5
EQUAL
56
20
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
-
-
-
9
F
=
6
1
3
FOR
39
21
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
-
-
-
9
E
=
5
2
5
EVERY
75
30
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
-
-
-
9
R
=
9
10
8
REACTION
85
40
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
6
2
AN
15
6
6
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
9
8
OPPOSITE
115
43
7
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
7
-
9
A
=
1
3
6
ACTION
62
26
8
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
8
9
-
-
45
4
46
First Total
550
244
37
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
4+5
-
4+6
Add to Reduce
5+5+0
2+4+4
3+7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Q
-
9
-
10
Second Total
10
10
10
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
4
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
1+0
1+0
1+0
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
5
1
Essence of Number
1
1
1
-
2
4
6
4
5
6
7
8
9

 

FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION

 

 

S
=
1
-
3
SEE
29
11
2
S
=
1
-
3
SEE
29
11
2
W
=
5
-
5
WHERE
59
32
5
C
=
3
-
7
CHRISTS
96
33
6
B
=
2
-
5
BLOUD
54
18
9
S
=
1
-
8
STREAMES
100
28
1
I
=
9
-
2
IN
23
14
5
T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
F
=
6
-
9
FIRMAMENT
99
45
9
-
-
33
-
45
-
522
207
45
-
-
3+3
-
4+5
-
5+2+2
2+0+7
4+5
-
-
6
-
9
-
9
9
9

 

 

H
=
8
=
5
HUMAN
57
21
3
A
=
1
=
3
ALL
25
7
7
T
=
2
=
3
TOO
50
14
5
H
=
8
=
5
HUMAN
57
21
3
-
-
19
-
16
First Total
189
63
18
-
-
1+9
-
1+6
Add to Reduce
1+8+9
6+3
1+8
-
-
10
-
7
Second Total
18
9
9
-
-
1+0
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+8
-
-
-
-
1
-
7
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

B
=
2
-
8
BREAKING
67
40
4
T
=
2
-
7
THROUGH
97
43
7
T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
V
=
4
-
4
VEIL
48
21
3
-
-
10
-
22
First Total
245
119
20
-
-
1+0
-
2+2
Add to Reduce
2+4+5
1+1+9
2+0
-
-
1
-
4
Second Total
11
11
2
-
-
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+1
1+1
-
-
-
1
-
4
Essence of Number
2
2
4

 

 

V
=
4
-
4
VEIL
48
21
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
L
=
3
-
4
LIVE
48
21
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
E
=
5
-
4
EVIL
48
21
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
V
=
4
-
4
VILE
48
21
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
L
=
3
-
4
LEVI
48
21
3

 

 

B
=
2
-
6
BEYOND
65
29
2
T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
V
=
4
-
4
VEIL
48
21
3
A
=
1
-
7
ANOTHER
81
36
9
V
=
4
-
4
VEIL
48
21
3
A
=
1
-
7
ANOTHER
81
36
9
V
=
4
-
4
VEIL
48
21
3
B
=
2
-
6
BEYOND
65
29
2
-
-
20
-
41
First Total
469
208
37
-
-
2+0
-
4+1
Add to Reduce
4+6+9
2+0+8
3+7
-
-
2
-
5
Second Total
19
10
10
-
-
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+9
1+0
1+0
-
-
2
-
5
Third Total
10
1
1
-
-
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+0
1+1
-
-
-
2
-
5
Essence of Number
1
1
1

 

 

When I Consider How My Light is Spent - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/When_I_Consider_How_My_Light_is_Spent
When I Consider How My Light Is Spent by John Milton - Poems ...

www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/when-i-consider-how-my-light-spent
Composed sometime between 1652 and 1655, John Milton's “Sonnet 19 [When I consider how my light is spent]" grapples with the subject of the poet's blindness later in life, as well as his changing relationship with God.
When I Consider How My Light Is Spent is one of the best known of the sonnets of John Milton (d. 1674). The last three lines (concluding with "They also serve who only stand and wait.") are particularly well known, though rarely quoted in context.

The sonnet was first published in Milton's 1673 Poems. In his autograph notebook (known as the "Trinity Manuscript" from its location in the Wren Library of Trinity College, Cambridge), Milton gave the sonnet the number 19, but in the published book it was numbered 16 (see Kelley, 1956;[1] Revard, 2009,[2] p. 569), so both numbers are in use for it. It is popularly given the title On His Blindness, but there is no evidence that Milton used this title; it was assigned a century later by Thomas Newton in his 1761 edition of Milton's poetry,[3] as was commonly done at the time by editors of posthumous collections (Ferry, 1996, p. 18[4]).

 

WHEN I CONSIDER HOW MY LIGHT IS SPENT

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
-
6
MILTON
83
29
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
O
=
6
-
2
ON
29
11
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
H
=
8
-
3
HIS
36
18
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
B
=
2
-
9
BLINDNESS
98
35
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
16
-
14
-
163
64
19
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
W
=
5
1
4
WHEN
50
23
5
-
-
-
3
4
5
-
7
8
-
I
=
9
2
1
I
9
9
9
-
-
-
3
4
-
-
7
8
9
C
=
3
3
8
CONSIDER
87
42
6
-
-
-
3
4
-
6
7
8
-
H
=
8
4
3
HOW
46
19
1
-
1
-
3
4
-
-
7
8
-
M
=
4
5
2
MY
38
11
2
-
-
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
-
L
=
3
6
5
LIGHT
56
29
2
-
-
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
-
I
=
9
7
2
IS
28
10
1
-
1
-
3
4
-
-
7
8
-
S
=
1
8
5
SPENT
74
20
2
-
-
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
-
-
-
42
-
30
First Total
388
163
28
-
2
6
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
4+2
-
3+0
Add to Reduce
3+8+8
1+6+3
2+8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
3
Second Total
19
10
10
-
2
6
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+9
1+0
1+0
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
3
Third Total
10
1
1
-
2
6
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
-
-
Add to Reduce
1+0
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
3
Essence of Number
1
1
1
-
2
6
3
4
5
6
7
8
9

 

THEY ALSO SERVE WHO ONLY STAND AND WAIT

 

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
S
=
1
1
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
2
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
W
=
5
3
6
WONDER
79
34
7
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
7
-
9
-
-
12
-
12
-
158
59
14
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
S
=
1
4
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
5
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
L
=
3
6
5
LIGHT
56
29
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
10
-
11
-
135
54
9
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
S
=
1
7
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
8
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
R
=
9
9
5
ROYAL
71
26
8
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
8
9
B
=
2
10
6
BEAUTY
74
20
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
B
=
2
11
6
BRIGHT
64
37
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
20
-
23
-
288
108
18
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
42
-
46
First Total
581
221
41
-
1
4
9
12
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
4+2
-
4+6
Add to Reduce
5+8+1
2+2+1
4+1
-
-
-
-
1+2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
10
Second Total
14
5
5
-
1
4
9
3
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
-
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
1+4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
1
Essence of Number
5
5
5
-
1
4
9
3
5
6
7
8
9

 

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
S
=
1
1
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
2
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
W
=
5
3
6
WONDER
79
34
7
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
7
-
9
S
=
1
4
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
5
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
L
=
3
6
5
LIGHT
56
29
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
S
=
1
7
4
STAR
58
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
5
6
-
-
9
O
=
6
8
2
OF
21
12
3
-
-
-
3
-
5
6
-
-
9
R
=
9
9
5
ROYAL
71
26
8
-
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
8
9
B
=
2
10
6
BEAUTY
74
20
2
-
-
2
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
B
=
2
11
6
BRIGHT
64
37
1
-
1
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
9
-
-
42
-
46
First Total
581
221
41
-
1
4
9
12
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
4+2
-
4+6
Add to Reduce
5+8+1
2+2+1
4+1
-
-
-
-
1+2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
10
Second Total
14
5
5
-
1
4
9
3
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
-
-
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
1+4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
1
Essence of Number
5
5
5
-
1
4
9
3
5
6
7
8
9

 

 

 

 

THE HOLY BIBLE

SAINT JOHN

Scofield References

Page 1117

C 3 V 3

JESUS ANSWERED AND SAID UNTO HIM

VERILY VERILY I SAY UNTO YOU

UNLESS A MAN BE BORN AGAIN HE CANNOT SEE THE KINGDOM OF GOD

6

THAT WHICH IS BORN OF THE FLESH IS FLESH AND THAT WHICH IS BORN OF THE SPIRIT IS SPIRIT

7

MARVEL NOT THAT I SAID UNTO THEE YE MUST BE BORN AGAIN

8

THE WIND BLOWETH WHERE IT LISTETH AND THOU HEAREST THE SOUNDS THEREOF

BUT CANST NOT TELL WHENCE IT COMETH AND WHITHER IT GOETH SO IS EVERYONE BORN OF THE SPIRIT

 

 

T.S. Eliot (1888–1965). Prufrock and Other Observations. 1917.

The Love-Song of J. Alfred Prufrock
By T.S. Eliot

Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question. . . 10
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, 20
And seeing that it was a soft October night
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.

And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate; 30
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions
And for a hundred visions and revisions
Before the taking of a toast and tea.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

And indeed there will be time
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair— 40
[They will say: "How his hair is growing thin!"]
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin—
[They will say: "But how his arms and legs are thin!"]
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

For I have known them all already, known them all;
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons, 50
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?

And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways? 60
And how should I presume?

And I have known the arms already, known them all—
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
[But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!]
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?
. . . . .

Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets 70
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? . . .

I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.
. . . . .

And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep . . . tired . . . or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis? 80
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald) brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet–and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
And in short, I was afraid.

And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while, 90
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: "I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all"
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say, "That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all."

And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while, 100
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor—
And this, and so much more?—
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say:
"That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all." 110
. . . . .

No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous—
Almost, at times, the Fool.

I grow old . . . I grow old . . . 120
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.

Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

I do not think they will sing to me.

I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.

We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown 130
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

[1915]

"I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all"

 

I AM LAZARUS COME FROM THE DEAD COME BACK TO TELL YOU ALL I SHALL TELL YOU ALL

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
I
=
9
-
1
I
9
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
A
=
1
-
2
AM
14
5
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
L
=
3
-
7
LAZARUS
98
26
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
C
=
3
-
4
COME
36
18
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
F
=
6
-
4
FROM
52
25
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
D
=
4
-
4
DEAD
14
14
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
C
=
3
-
4
COME
36
18
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
B
=
5
-
4
BACK
17
8
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
T
=
4
-
2
TO
35
8
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
T
=
2
-
4
TELL
49
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
Y
=
7
-
3
YOU
61
16
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
A
=
1
-
3
ALL
25
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
I
=
9
-
1
I
9
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
S
=
1
-
5
SHALL
52
16
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
T
=
2
-
4
TELL
49
13
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
Y
=
7
-
3
YOU
61
16
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
A
=
1
-
3
ALL
25
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
65
-
61
First Total
675
243
126
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
-
-
6+5
-
7+1
Add to Reduce
6+7+5
2+4+3
1+2+6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
11
-
8
Second Total
18
9
9
-
1
2
3
8
5
6
5
8
9
-
-
1+1
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
8
Essence of Number
9
9
9
-
1
2
3
8
5
6
5
8
9

 

 

Raising of the Lazarus


The biblical narrative of the Raising of Lazarus is found in chapter 11 of the Gospel of Saint John.

 

Chapter 11
1 Now a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha.

2 (It was that Mary which anointed the Lord with ointment, and wiped his feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was sick.)

3 Therefore his sisters sent unto him, saying, Lord, behold, he whom thou lovest is sick.

4 When Jesus heard that, he said, This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God might be glorified thereby.

5 Now Jesus loved Martha, and her sister, and Lazarus.

6 When he had heard therefore that he was sick, he abode two days still in the same place where he was.

7 Then after that saith he to his disciples, Let us go into Judaea again.

8 His disciples say unto him, Master, the Jews of late sought to stone thee; and goest thou thither again?

9 Jesus answered, Are there not twelve hours in the day? If any man walk in the day, he stumbleth not, because he seeth the light of this world.

10 But if a man walk in the night, he stumbleth, because there is no light in him.

11 These things said he: and after that he saith unto them, Our friend Lazarus sleepeth; but I go, that I may awake him out of sleep.

12 Then said his disciples, Lord, if he sleep, he shall do well.

13 Howbeit Jesus spake of his death: but they thought that he had spoken of taking of rest in sleep.

14 Then said Jesus unto them plainly, Lazarus is dead.

15 And I am glad for your sakes that I was not there, to the intent ye may believe; nevertheless let us go unto him.

16 Then said Thomas, which is called Didymus, unto his fellowdisciples, Let us also go, that we may die with him.

17 Then when Jesus came, he found that he had lain in the grave four days already.

18 Now Bethany was nigh unto Jerusalem, about fifteen furlongs off:

19 And many of the Jews came to Martha and Mary, to comfort them concerning their brother.

20 Then Martha, as soon as she heard that Jesus was coming, went and met him: but Mary sat still in the house.

21 Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.

22 But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee.

23 Jesus saith unto her, Thy brother shall rise again.

24 Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day.

25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:

26 And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

27 She saith unto him, Yea, Lord: I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.

28 And when she had so said, she went her way, and called Mary her sister secretly, saying, The Master is come, and calleth for thee.

29 As soon as she heard that, she arose quickly, and came unto him.

30 Now Jesus was not yet come into the town, but was in that place where Martha met him.

31 The Jews then which were with her in the house, and comforted her, when they saw Mary, that she rose up hastily and went out, followed her, saying, She goeth unto the grave to weep there.

32 Then when Mary was come where Jesus was, and saw him, she fell down at his feet, saying unto him, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.

33 When Jesus therefore saw her weeping, and the Jews also weeping which came with her, he groaned in the spirit, and was troubled,

34 And said, Where have ye laid him? They said unto him, Lord, come and see.

35 Jesus wept.

36 Then said the Jews, Behold how he loved him!

37 And some of them said, Could not this man, which opened the eyes of the blind, have caused that even this man should not have died?

38 Jesus therefore again groaning in himself cometh to the grave. It was a cave, and a stone lay upon it.

39 Jesus said, Take ye away the stone. Martha, the sister of him that was dead, saith unto him, Lord, by this time he stinketh: for he hath been dead four days.

40 Jesus saith unto her, Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God?

41 Then they took away the stone from the place where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up his eyes, and said, Father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.

42 And I knew that thou hearest me always: but because of the people which stand by I said it, that they may believe that thou hast sent me.

43 And when he thus had spoken, he cried with a loud voice, Lazarus, come forth.

44 And he that was dead came forth, bound hand and foot with graveclothes: and his face was bound about with a napkin. Jesus saith unto them, Loose him, and let him go.

45 Then many of the Jews which came to Mary, and had seen the things which Jesus did, believed on him.

 

 

FOR I HAVE KNOWN THEM ALL ALREADY KNOWN THEM ALL

THE EVENINGS MORNINGS AFTERNOONS I HAVE MEASURED OUT MY LIVES IN COFFIN SWOONS

 

 

BEYOND THE VEIL ANOTHER VEIL ANOTHER VEIL BEYOND.

 

-
CHRIST
-
-
-
-
C
3
3
3
-
RISH
54
27
9
-
T
20
2
2
6
CHRIST
77
32
14
-
-
7+7
3+2
1+4
6
CHRIST
14
5
5

 

 

-
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
-
-
8
-
9
19
-
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
-
3
-
18
-
-
20
+
=
41
4+1
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
8
18
9
19
20
+
=
77
7+7
=
14
1+4
5
=
5
-
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
+
=
32
3+2
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
=
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
FOUR
4
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
FIVE
4
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
4
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
22
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
23
-
-
6
-
32
-
23
2+2
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
2+3
-
-
-
-
3+2
-
2+3
4
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
5
-
-
6
-
5
-
5
-
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
5
-
-
6
-
5
-
5

 

 

6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
-
8
-
9
19
-
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
3
-
18
-
-
20
+
=
41
4+1
=
5
=
5
=
5
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
8
18
9
19
20
+
=
77
7+7
=
14
1+4
5
=
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
+
=
32
3+2
=
5
=
5
=
5
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
=
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
23
-
-
6
-
32
-
23
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
2+3
-
-
-
-
3+2
-
2+3
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
5
-
-
6
-
5
-
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
-
5
-
-
6
-
5
-
5

 

 

DEAD

DE ADD ADD DE

DEAD

 

 

-
RESURRECTION
-
-
-
1
R
18
9
9
3
ESU
45
9
9
1
R
18
9
9
1
R
18
9
9
3
ECT
28
10
1
1
I
18
9
9
2
ON
29
11
2
12
RESURRECTION
165
66
3
1+2
-
1+6+5
6+6
2+1
3
RESURRECTION
12
12
12
-
-
1+2
1+2
1+2
3
RESURRECTION
3
3
3

 

 

-
RESURRECTED
-
-
-
1
R
18
9
9
3
ESU
45
9
9
1
R
18
9
9
1
R
18
9
9
3
ECT
28
10
1
2
ED
9
9
9
11
RESURRECTED
136
55
46
1+1
-
1+6+5
5+5
4+6
2
RESURRECTED
10
10
10
-
-
1+0
1+0
1+0
2
RESURRECTED
1
1
1

 

 

The Magic Mountain

Thomas Mann  1875-1955

Page 510

"The higher degrees of Freemasonary were initiates of the 'physica  et mystica,'the representatives of a magic natural science, they were in the main great alchemists"
"…Alchemy :transmuting into gold, the philosophers stone, aurum potabile ."
"In the popular mind, yes. More informedly put, it was purification, refinement, metamorphosis, transubstantiation, into a higher state , of course; the lapis philosophorum, the male female product / Page 511 / of sulphur and mercury, the res bina, the double-sexed prima materia was no more, and no less, than the principle of levitation, of the upward impulse due to the working of influences from without. Instruction in magic if you like."

Page 511"

The primary symbol of alchemic transmutation " "was par exellence the sepulchre." "The grave? " "Yes, the place of corruption. It comprehends all hermetics, all alchemy, it is nothing else than  the  receptacle, the well - guarded crystal retort wherein the material is compressed to its final transformation and purification."

 

 

SOLVITE CORPORA ET COAGULATE SPIRITUM

 

S
=
1
-
7
SOLVITE
93
30
3
C
=
3
-
7
CORPORA
86
41
5
E
=
5
-
2
ET
25
7
7
C
=
3
-
9
COAGULATE
85
31
4
S
=
1
-
8
SPIRITUM
125
44
8
-
-
13
-
33
Add to Reduce
414
153
27
-
-
1+3
-
3+3
Reduce to Deduce
4+1+4
1+5+3
2+7
-
-
4
-
6
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
C
=
3
-
6
CHRIST
77
32
5
M
=
4
-
4
MASS
52
7
7
-
=
9
-
13
Add to Reduce
162
54
18
-
=
-
-
1+3
Reduce to Deduce
1+6+2
9+0
1+8
-
=
9
-
4
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

-
13
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
-
-
-
1
1
+
=
28
2+8
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
-
`-
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
9
19
-
-
-
-
19
19
+
=
82
8+2
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
-
13
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
5
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
-
4
1
-
-
+
=
26
2+6
=
8
=
8
=
8
-
`-
20
-
5
-
3
-
18
-
-
20
-
13
1
-
-
+
=
80
8+0
=
8
=
8
=
8
-
13
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
`-
20
8
5
-
3
8
18
9
19
20
-
13
1
19
19
+
=
162
1+6+2
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
+
=
54
5+4
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
13
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
1
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
4
=
4
=
4
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
2
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
-
--
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
=
5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
2
=
16
1+6
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
13
13
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
34
-
-
11
-
54
-
36
1+3
1+3
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3+4
-
-
1+1
-
5+4
-
3+6
4
4
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
7
-
-
2
-
9
-
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
4
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
7
-
-
2
-
9
-
9

 

 

C
=
3
-
6
CHRIST
77
32
5
M
=
4
-
4
MASS
52
7
7
-
=
7
-
10
First Total
129
39
12
-
=
-
-
1+0
Add to Reduce
1+2+9
3+9
1+2
-
=
7
-
1
Second Total
12
12
3
-
=
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+2
1+2
-
-
=
7
-
1
Essence of Number
3
3
3

 

 

-
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
-
-
-
1
1
+
=
20
2+0
=
20
2+0
2
=
2
-
`-
-
8
-
9
19
-
-
-
-
19
19
+
=
74
7+4
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
-
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
-
4
1
-
-
+
=
19
1+9
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
-
`-
3
-
18
-
-
20
-
13
1
-
-
+
=
55
5+5
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
-
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
`-
3
8
18
9
19
20
-
13
1
19
19
+
=
129
1+2+9
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
+
=
39
3+9
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
1
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
4
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
5
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
FIVE
5
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
18
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
27
-
-
10
-
39
-
30
1+8
1+0
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
1
1
-
-
2+7
-
-
1+0
-
3+9
-
3+0
9
1
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
9
-
-
1
-
12
-
3
-
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+2
-
-
9
1
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
9
-
-
1
-
3
-
3

 

 

10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
-
-
-
1
1
+
=
20
2+0
=
20
2+0
2
=
2
`-
-
8
-
9
19
-
-
-
-
19
19
+
=
74
7+4
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
-
4
1
-
-
+
=
19
1+9
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
`-
3
-
18
-
-
20
-
13
1
-
-
+
=
55
5+5
=
10
1+0
1
=
1
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
`-
3
8
18
9
19
20
-
13
1
19
19
+
=
129
1+2+9
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
+
=
39
3+9
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
1
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
4
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
--
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
10
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
27
-
-
10
-
39
-
30
1+0
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
1
1
-
-
2+7
-
-
1+0
-
3+9
-
3+0
1
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
9
-
-
1
-
12
-
3
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
-
4
1
1
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+2
-
-
1
C
H
R
I
S
T
-
M
A
S
S
-
-
9
-
-
1
-
3
-
3

 

 

THE LIGHT IS RISING NOW RISING IS THE LIGHT

 

T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
C
=
3
-
8
CHRISTOS
111
39
3
-
=
5
-
11
Add to Reduce
144
54
9
-
=
-
-
1+1
Reduce to Deduce
1+6+2
9+0
-
-
=
5
-
2
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

-
11
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
9
1
-
6
1
+
=
33
3+3
=
6
=
6
=
6
-
`-
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
9
19
-
15
19
+
=
78
7+8
=
15
1+5
6
=
6
-
11
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
5
-
3
-
9
-
-
2
-
-
+
=
21
2+1
=
3
1+0
3
=
3
-
`-
20
-
5
-
3
-
18
-
-
20
-
-
+
=
66
6+6
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
11
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
`-
20
8
5
-
3
8
18
9
19
20
15
19
+
=
144
1+4+4
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
6
1
+
=
54
5+4
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
11
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
=
2
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
2
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
4
FOUR
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
=
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
1
=
6
=
6
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
8
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
2
=
16
1+6
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
11
11
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
34
-
-
11
-
54
-
36
1+1
1+1
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
3+4
-
-
1+1
-
5+4
-
3+6
2
2
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
7
-
-
2
-
9
-
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
8
9
9
1
2
6
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
2
T
H
E
-
C
H
R
I
S
T
O
S
-
-
7
-
-
2
-
9
-
9

 

 

 

 

METEMPSYCHOSIS

 

14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
M+E
18
9
9
-
T
20
2
2
-
E+M
18
9
9
-
P+S+Y+C
63
27
9
-
H+O+S
42
24
6
-
I
9
9
9
-
S
19
10
1
14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
189
90
45
1+4
-
1+8+9
9+0
4+5
-
-
18
9
9
-
-
1+8
-
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
9
9
9

 

 

14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
M+E+T+E+M+P
72
27
9
-
S+Y+C+H+O+S
89
44
8
-
I
9
9
9
-
S
19
10
1
1+4
METEMPSYCHOSIS
189
90
27
-
-
1+8+9
9+0
2+7
-
-
18
9
9
-
-
1+8
-
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
9
9
9

 

 

-
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
I
9
9
9
-
M+E
18
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
M+E
18
9
9
-
T+E+M
38
11
2
-
P+S+Y+C+H+O+S+I+S
133
70
7
14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
189
90
18
1+4
-
1+8+9
9+0
1+8
-
-
18
9
9
-
-
1+8
-
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
9
9
9

 

 

-
-
-
-
-
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
M
=
4
1
1
M
13
4
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
E
=
5
2
1
E
5
5
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
T
=
2
3
1
T
20
2
2
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
E
=
5
4
1
E
5
5
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
M
=
4
5
1
M
13
4
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
P
=
7
6
1
P
16
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
S
=
1
7
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Y
=
7
8
1
Y
25
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
C
=
3
9
1
C
3
3
3
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
H
=
8
10
1
H
8
8
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
O
=
6
11
1
O
15
6
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
S
=
1
12
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
I
=
9
13
1
I
9
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
S
=
1
14
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
63
-
14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
189
90
63
-
3
2
3
8
10
6
14
8
9
-
-
6+3
-
1+4
-
1+8+9
9+0
6+3
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
1+4
-
-
-
-
9
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
18
9
9
-
3
2
3
8
1
6
5
8
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
9
9
9
-
3
2
3
8
1
6
5
8
9

 

 

-
-
-
-
-
METEMPSYCHOSIS
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
S
=
1
14
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
S
=
1
12
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
S
=
1
7
1
S
19
10
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
T
=
2
3
1
T
20
2
2
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
C
=
3
9
1
C
3
3
3
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
M
=
4
1
1
M
13
4
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
M
=
4
5
1
M
13
4
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
E
=
5
2
1
E
5
5
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
E
=
5
4
1
E
5
5
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
O
=
6
11
1
O
15
6
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
Y
=
7
8
1
Y
25
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
P
=
7
6
1
P
16
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
H
=
8
10
1
H
8
8
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
I
=
9
13
1
I
9
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
63
-
14
METEMPSYCHOSIS
189
90
63
-
3
2
3
8
10
6
14
8
9
-
-
6+3
-
1+4
-
1+8+9
9+0
6+3
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
1+4
-
-
-
-
9
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
18
9
9
-
3
2
3
8
1
6
5
8
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
5
METEMPSYCHOSIS
9
9
9
-
3
2
3
8
1
6
5
8
9

 

 

The Magic Mountain
Thomas Mann 1875-1955

Page 511

"Hermetics - what a lovely word "
"...It sounds like magiking,and has all sorts of vague and extended associations .You must excuse my speaking of such a thing but it reminds me of the conserve jars that our housekeeper ..."
"...keeps in her larder. She has rows of them on her shelves, air-tight glasses full of fruit and meat and all sorts of things.They stand there maybe a whole year-you open them as you need them and the contents are as fresh as on the day they were put up, you can eat them just as they are.To be sure, that isn't alchemy or purification, it is simply conserving , hence the word conserve.The magic part of it lies in the fact that the stuff that is conserved is withdrawn from the effects of time, it is hermetically sealed from time, time passes it by, it stand there on its shelf shut away from time."

 

 

sun

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

energy

rrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

OBJECTIVE REALITY

poems and essays by

lloyd c.daniel1985

 

 

 

EHT NAMUH 1971

 

 

H
=
8
-
5
HUMAN
57
21
3
C
=
3
-
13
CONSCIOUSNESS
175
49
4
-
-
11
-
18
Add to Reduce
232
70
7
-
-
1+1
-
1+8
Reduce to Deduce
2+3+2
7+0
-
Q
-
2
-
9
Essence of Number
7
7
7

 

 

G
=
7
-
3
GOD
26
17
8
C
=
3
-
9
CONSCIOUS
118
37
1
-
-
10
-
12
Add to Reduce
144
54
9
-
-
1+0
-
1+2
Reduce to Deduce
1+4+4
5+4
-
Q
-
1
-
3
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
A
=
1
-
5
ADDED
18
18
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
T
=
2
-
2
TO
35
8
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
A
=
1
-
3
ALL
25
7
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
M
=
4
-
5
MINUS
76
22
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
N
=
5
-
4
NONE
48
21
3
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
S
=
1
-
6
SHARED
55
28
1
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
B
=
2
-
2
BY
27
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
E
=
5
-
10
EVERYTHING
133
61
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
M
=
4
-
9
MULTIPLED
121
49
4
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
I
=
9
-
2
IN
23
14
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
A
=
1
-
9
ABUNDANCE
65
29
2
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
35
-
57
First Total
995
266
59
-
1
2
3
8
5
6
14
8
18
-
-
3+5
-
5+7
Add to Reduce
9+9+5
2+6+6
5+9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+4
-
1+8
-
-
8
-
12
Second Total
23
14
14
-
1
2
3
8
5
6
5
8
9
-
-
-
-
1+2
Reduce to Deduce
2+3
1+4
1+4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
3
Essence of Number
5
5
5
-
1
2
3
8
5
6
5
8
9

 

 

 

 

THE SCULPTURE OF VIBRATION 1971

 

 

I

ASK

YOU ARE YOU

AN AKHU WITH THY MOUTH EQUIPPED

I

THAT

AM THAT I THAT AM

I

AM

AN AKHU WITH MY MOUTH EQUIPPED

 

 

KEEPER OF GENESIS

A

QUEST

FOR THE HIDDEN LEGACY OF MANKIND

Robert Bauval Graham Hancock

1996

Return to the Beginning

Page 283

'I stand before the masters who witnessed the genesis, who were the authors of their own forms, who walked the dark, circuitous passages of their own becoming. . .

I stand before the masters who witnessed the transformation of the body of a man into the body in spirit, who were witnesses to resurrection when the corpse of Osiris entered the mountain and the soul of Osiris walked out shining. . . when he came forth from death, a shining thing, his face white with heat. . .

I stand before the masters who know the histories of the dead, who decide which tales to hear again, who judge the books of lives as either full or empty, who are themselves authors of truth. And they are Isis and Osiris, the divine intelligences. And when the story is written and the end is good and the soul of a man is perfected, with a shout they lift him into heaven. . .'

Ancient Egyptian Book of the Dead (Norrnandi Ellis translation)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
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M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
6
-
8
+
=
43
4+3
=
7
=
7
=
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
14
15
-
-
-
19
-
-
-
-
24
-
26
+
=
115
1+1+5
=
7
=
7
=
7
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
1
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
9
-
2
3
4
5
-
7
-
+
=
83
8+3
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
10
11
12
13
-
-
16
17
18
-
20
21
22
23
-
25
-
+
=
236
2+3+6
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
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B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
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