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26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
5
6
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
6
-
8
+
=
43
4+3
=
7
=
7
=
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
9
-
-
-
-
14
15
-
-
-
19
-
-
-
-
24
-
26
+
=
115
1+1+5
=
7
=
7
=
7
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
1
2
3
4
-
-
7
8
9
-
2
3
4
5
-
7
-
+
=
83
8+3
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
-
-
10
11
12
13
-
-
16
17
18
-
20
21
22
23
-
25
-
+
=
236
2+3+6
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
+
=
351
3+5+1
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
+
=
126
1+2+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
1
occurs
x
3
=
3
=
3
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
2
occurs
x
3
=
6
=
6
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
3
occurs
x
3
=
9
=
9
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
+
=
4
occurs
x
3
=
12
1+2
3
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
+
=
5
occurs
x
3
=
15
1+5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
+
=
6
occurs
x
3
=
18
1+8
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
+
=
7
occurs
x
3
=
21
2+1
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
occurs
x
3
=
24
2+4
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
+
=
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
45
-
-
26
-
126
-
54
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4+5
-
-
2+6
-
1+2+6
-
5+4
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
9
-
-
8
-
9
-
9
-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
26
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z
-
-
9
-
-
8
-
9
-
9

 

 

1
-
O
=
6
-
3
ONE
34
16
7
2
-
T
=
2
-
3
TWO
58
13
4
3
-
T
=
2
-
5
THREE
56
29
2
4
-
F
=
6
-
4
FOUR
60
24
6
5
-
F
=
6
-
4
FIVE
42
24
6
6
-
S
=
1
-
3
SIX
52
16
7
7
-
S
=
1
-
5
SEVEN
65
20
2
8
-
E
=
5
-
5
EIGHT
49
31
4
9
-
N
=
5
-
4
NINE
42
24
6
45
-
-
-
34
-
36
Add
458
197
44
4+5
-
-
-
3+4
-
3+6
Reduce
4+5+8
1+9+7
4+4
9
-
-
-
7
4
9
Deduce
17
17
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Produce
1+7
1+7
-
9
-
-
-
7
-
9
Essence
8
8
8

 

 

0
-
Z
=
8
-
4
ZERO
64
28
1
1
-
O
=
6
-
3
ONE
34
16
7
2
-
T
=
2
-
3
TWO
58
13
4
3
-
T
=
2
-
5
THREE
56
29
2
4
-
F
=
6
-
4
FOUR
60
24
6
5
-
F
=
6
-
4
FIVE
42
24
6
6
-
S
=
1
-
3
SIX
52
16
7
7
-
S
=
1
-
5
SEVEN
65
20
2
8
-
E
=
5
-
5
EIGHT
49
31
4
9
-
N
=
5
-
4
NINE
42
24
6
45
-
-
-
42
-
40
Add
522
225
45
4+5
-
-
-
4+2
-
4+0
Reduce
5+2+2
2+2+5
4+5
9
-
-
-
6
-
4
Deduce
9
9
9

 

 

3
THE
33
15
6
6
COSMOS
84
21
3
9
Add to Reduce
117
36
9
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+1+7
3+6
-
9
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

-
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
6
1
-
6
1
+
=
22
2+2
=
4
=
4
-
4
-
`-
-
8
-
-
-
15
19
-
15
19
+
=
76
7+6
=
13
1+3
4
-
4
-
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
5
-
3
-
-
4
-
-
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
1+0
5
-
5
-
`-
20
-
5
-
3
-
-
13
-
-
+
=
41
4+1
=
5
=
5
-
5
-
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
`-
20
8
5
-
3
15
19
13
15
19
+
=
117
1+1+7
=
9
-
9
-
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
6
1
4
6
1
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
1+0
9
-
9
-
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
=
2
-2-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
-
--
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
=
5
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
6
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
2
=
12
1+2
3
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
7
7
-
-
-
9
NINE
9
-
-
-
-
-
16
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
29
-
-
9
-
36
-
27
1+6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2+9
-
-
-
-
3+6
-
2+7
7
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
11
-
-
9
-
9
-
9
-
-
2
8
5
-
3
6
1
4
6
1
-
-
1+1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
2
-
-
9
-
9
-
9

 

 

9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
6
1
-
6
1
+
=
22
2+2
=
4
=
4
=
4
`-
-
8
-
-
-
15
19
-
15
19
+
=
76
7+6
=
13
1+3
4
=
4
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
5
-
3
-
-
4
-
-
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
1+0
5
=
5
`-
20
-
5
-
3
-
-
13
-
-
+
=
41
4+1
=
5
=
5
=
5
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
`-
20
8
5
-
3
15
19
13
15
19
+
=
117
1+1+7
=
9
-
9
=
9
-
2
8
5
-
3
6
1
4
6
1
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
1+0
9
=
9
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
T
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
=
2
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
--
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
=
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
6
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
2
=
12
1+2
3
--
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
29
-
-
9
-
36
-
27
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2+9
-
-
-
-
3+6
-
2+7
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
11
-
-
9
-
9
-
9
-
2
8
5
-
3
6
1
4
6
1
-
-
1+1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
T
H
E
-
C
O
S
M
O
S
-
-
2
-
-
9
-
9
-
9

 

 

-
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
1
+
=
7
-
=
7
=
7
-
-
-
-
15
-
19
+
=
34
3+4
=
7
=
7
-
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
1
2
-
4
-
+
=
7
-
=
7
=
7
-
-
1
20
-
13
-
+
=
34
3+4
=
7
=
7
-
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
1
20
15
13
19
+
=
68
6+8
=
14
1+4
5
-
-
1
2
6
4
1
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
THREE
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
FIVE
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
1
=
6
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
EIGHT
8
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
NINE
9
-
-
-
32
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
13
-
-
5
-
14
3+2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+3
-
-
-
-
1+4
5
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
4
-
-
5
-
5
-
-
1
2
6
4
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
4
-
-
5
-
5

 

 

5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
1
+
=
7
-
=
7
=
7
-
-
-
15
-
19
+
=
34
3+4
=
7
=
7
5
A
T
O
M
S
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
1
2
-
4
-
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THE ATOM THE

 

THE ATUM THE

 

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THE HERMETICA

THE LOST WISDOM OF THE PHARAOHS

Timothy Freke & Peter Gandy

To the Memory of Giordano Bruno 1548 - 1600

Mundus Nihil Pulcherrimum

The World is a Beautiful Nothing

Page 23

"Although we have used the familiar term 'God' in the explanatory notes which accompany each chapter, we have avoided this term in the text itself. Instead we have used 'Atum - one of the ancient Egyptian names for the Supreme One God."

 

Page 45

The Being of Atum

"Atum is Primal Mind."

 

Page 45

The Being of Atum

Give me your whole awareness, and concentrate your thoughts, for Knowledge of Atum's Being requires deep insight, which comes only as a gift of grace.

It is like a plunging torrent of water whose swiftness outstrips any man who strives to follow it, leaving behind not only the hearer, but even the teacher himself.

To conceive of Atum is difficult.

To define him is impossible.

The imperfect and impermanent cannot easily apprehend the eternally perfected.

Atum is whole and conconstant.

In himself he is motionless, yet he is self-moving.

He is immaculate, incorruptible and ever-lasting.

He is the Supreme Absolute Reality. He is filled with ideas which are imperceptible to the senses, and with all-embracing Knowledge.

Atum is Primal Mind.

Page 46

He is too great to be called by the name 'Atum'. He is hidden, yet obvious everywhere.

His Being is known through thought alone, yet we see his form before our eyes.

He is bodiless, yet embodied in everything. There is nothing which he is not. He has no name, because all names are his name. He is the unity in all things, so we must know him by all names and call everything 'Atum'.

He is the root and source of all. Everything has a source, except this source itself, which springs from nothing.

Atum is complete like the number one, which remains itself whether multiplied or divided, and yet generates all numbers.

Atum is the Whole which contains everything. He is One, not two.

He is All, not many.

The All is not many separate things, but the Oneness that subsumes the parts.

The All and the One are identical.

You think that things are many when you view them as separate, but when you see they all hang on the One, /Page 47/ and flow from the One, you will realise they are united­linked together, and connected by a chain of Being from the highest to the lowest, all subject to the will of Atum.

The Cosmos is one as the sun is one, the moon is one and the Earth is one.

Do you think there are many Gods? That's absurd - God is one.

Atum alone is the Creator of all that is immortal, and all that is mutable.

If that seems incredible, just consider yourself. You see, speak, hear, touch, taste, walk, think and breathe.

It is not a different you who does these various things, but one being who does them all.

To understand how Atum makes all things, consider a farmer sowing seeds; here wheat - there barley,
now planting a vine - then an apple tree.

Just as the same man plants all these seeds, so Atum sows immortality in heaven and change on Earth.

Throughout the Cosmos he disseminates Life and movement­the two great elements that comprise Atum and his creation, and so everything that is.

Page 48

Atum is called 'Father' because he begets all things, and, from his example, the wise hold begetting children the most sacred pursuit of human life. Atum works with Nature, within the laws of Necessity, causing extinction and renewal, constantly creating creation to display his wisdom.

Yet, the things that the eye can see are mere phantoms and illusions.

Only those things invisible to the eye are real. Above all are the ideas of Beauty and Goodness.

Just as the eye cannot see the Being of Atum, so it cannot see these great ideas.

They are attributes of Atum alone, and are inseparable from him.

They are so perfectly without blemish that Atum himself is in love with them.

There is nothing which Atum lacks, so nothing that he desires.

There is nothing that Atum can lose, so nothing can cause him grief. Atum is everything.

Atum makes everything, and everything is a part of Atum.

Atum, therefore, makes himself.

This is Atum's glory - he is all-creative, and this creating is his very Being.

It is impossible for him ever to stop creating­for Atum can never cease to be.

Page 49

Atum is everywhere.

Mind cannot be enclosed, because everything exists within Mind.

Nothing is so quick and powerful.

Just look at your own experience. Imagine yourself in any foreign land, and quick as your intention you will be there!

Think of the ocean - and there you are.

You have not moved as things move, but you have travelled, nevertheless.

Fly up into the heavens - you won't need wings!

Nothing can obstruct you - not the burning heat of the sun, or the swirling planets.

Pass on to the limits of creation. Do you want to break out beyond the boundaries of the Cosmos?

For your mind, even that is possible.

Can you sense what power you possess? If you can do all this, then what about your Creator?

Try and understand that Atum is Mind.

This is how he contains the Cosmos. All things are thoughts which the Creator thinks."

 

 

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x
1
=
9
5
D
E
I
T
Y
-
-
27
-
-
5
-
27
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
2+7
-
-
-
-
2+7
5
D
E
I
T
Y
-
-
9
-
-
5
-
9
-
4
5
9
2
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
D
E
I
T
Y
-
-
9
-
-
5
-
9

 

 

O
=
6
-
6
OSIRIS
89
35
8
1
=
9
-
2
IS
28
10
1
G
=
7
-
3
GOD
26
17
8
O
=
6
-
2
OF
21
12
3
T
=
2
-
3
THE
33
15
6
L
=
3
-
9
LABYRINTH
109
46
1
-
-
33
4
25
Add to Reduce
306
135
27
-
-
3+3
-
2+5
Reduce to Deduce
3+0+6
1+3+5
2+7
-
-
6
-
7
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

SO

OSIRIS IRIS IS OR IS ISIS OSIRIS

EITHER OR NEITHER NEITHER OR EITHER

 

-
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
-
-
9
-
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
-
-
9
-
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
5
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
-
4
-
5
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
9
5
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
-
`-
4
9
5
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
-
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
ONE
1
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
TWO
2
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
THREE
3
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
8
--
-
-
-
-
-
8
EIGHT
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
1
=
9
27
3
D
I
E
-
-
18
-
-
3
-
18
2+7
-
-
9
-
-
-
1+8
-
-
-
-
1+8
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
9
-
-
3
-
9
-
-
4
9
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
9
-
-
3
-
9

 

 

-
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
-
9
-
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
-
9
-
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
5
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
-
4
-
5
+
=
9
-
=
9
=
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
9
5
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
`-
4
9
5
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
-
-
-
5
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
-
-
9
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
1
=
9
3
D
I
E
-
-
18
-
-
3
-
18
-
-
9
-
-
-
1+8
-
-
-
-
1+8
3
D
I
E
-
-
9
-
-
3
-
9
-
4
9
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
D
I
E
-
-
9
-
-
3
-
9

 

 

-
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
`-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
TWO
2
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
THREE
3
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
4
-
-
4
occurs
x
2
=
8
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
8
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
EIGHT
8
-
-
-
9
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
NINE
9
-
-
-
35
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
10
-
-
4
-
14
3+5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
-
-
-
1+4
8
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5
-
-
4
5
1
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5

 

 

4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
`-
4
5
1
4
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
-
4
-
-
4
-
-
4
occurs
x
2
=
8
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
10
-
-
4
-
14
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
-
-
-
1+4
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5
-
4
5
1
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
D
E
A
D
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5

 

 

-
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
-
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
-
=
8
=
8
-
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
5
1
2
-
+
=
12
1+2
=
3
=
3
-
-
4
5
1
20
-
+
=
30
3+0
=
3
=
3
-
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
5
1
20
8
+
=
38
3+8
=
11
1+1
2
-
`-
4
5
1
2
8
+
=
20
2+0
=
2
=
2
-
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
2
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
THREE
3
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
SEVEN
7
-
-
-
8
--
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
8
9
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
NINE
9
-
-
-
35
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
10
-
-
4
-
14
3+5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
-
-
-
1+4
8
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5
-
-
4
5
1
2
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5

 

THAT R IN DEATH SPELLS THREAD

 

D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
--
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
-
=
8
=
8
-
-
-
-
-
8
+
=
8
-
=
8
=
8
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
5
1
2
-
+
=
12
1+2
=
3
=
3
-
4
5
1
20
-
+
=
30
3+0
=
3
=
3
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
`-
4
5
1
20
8
+
=
38
3+8
=
11
1+1
2
`-
4
5
1
2
8
+
=
20
2+0
=
2
=
2
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
1
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
2
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
--
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
1
occurs
x
1
=
8
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
10
-
-
4
-
14
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1+0
-
-
-
-
1+4
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5
-
4
5
1
2
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
D
E
A
T
H
-
-
1
-
-
4
-
5

 

 

O
=
6
-
1
O
15
6
6
D
=
4
-
5
DEATH
38
20
2
W
=
5
-
5
WHERE
59
32
5
I
=
9
-
2
IS
28
10
1
T
=
2
-
3
THY
53
17
8
S
=
1
-
5
STING
69
24
6
-
-
27
-
21
First Total
262
109
28
-
-
2+7
-
2+1
Add to Reduce
2+6+2
1+0+9
2+8
Q
-
9
-
3
Second Total
10
10
10
-
-
-
-
-
Reduce to Deduce
1+0
1+0
1+0
-
-
9
5
3
Essence of Number
1
1
1

 

 

O
=
6
-
1
O
15
6
6
G
=
7
-
5
GRAVE
53
26
8
W
=
5
-
5
WHERE
59
32
5
I
=
9
-
2
IS
28
10
1
T
=
2
-
3
THY
53
17
8
V
=
4
-
7
VICTORY
112
40
4
-
-
33
4
23
Add to Reduce
320
131
32
-
-
3+3
-
2+3
Reduce to Deduce
3+2+0
1+3+1
3+2
-
-
6
-
5
Essence of Number
5
5
5

 

 

-
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
5
-
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
-
-
-
9
14
-
+
=
23
2+3
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
7
-
-
7
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
-
4
25
-
-
7
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
25
9
14
7
+
=
59
5+9
=
14
1+4
5
=
5
-
-
4
7
9
5
7
+
=
32
3+2
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
=
2
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
TWO
2
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
--
--
--
--
--
3
THREE
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
1+0
5
6
-
-
-
--
--
--
--
--
6
SIX
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
7
-
-
7
occurs
x
2
=
14
1+4
5
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
EIGHT
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
1
=
9
=
9
20
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
25
-
-
5
-
32
-
23
2+0
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
2+5
-
-
-
-
3+2
-
2+3
2
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
7
-
-
5
-
5
-
5
-
-
4
7
9
5
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
1
-
-
5
-
5
-
5

 

 

5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
5
-
+
=
14
1+4
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
-
-
9
14
-
+
=
23
2+3
=
5
=
5
=
5
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
4
7
-
-
7
+
=
18
1+8
=
9
=
9
=
9
-
4
25
-
-
7
+
=
36
3+6
=
9
=
9
=
9
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
4
25
9
14
7
+
=
59
5+9
=
14
1+4
5
=
5
-
4
7
9
5
7
+
=
32
3+2
=
5
=
5
=
5
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
=
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
5
occurs
x
1
=
5
1+0
5
-
-
7
-
-
7
-
-
7
occurs
x
2
=
14
1+4
5
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
1
=
9
=
9
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
25
-
-
5
-
32
-
23
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
2+5
-
-
-
-
3+2
-
2+3
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
7
-
-
5
-
5
-
5
-
4
7
9
5
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
D
Y
I
N
G
-
-
1
-
-
5
-
5
-
5

 

 

N
=
5
-
4
NEAR
38
20
2
D
=
4
-
5
DEATH
38
20
2
E
=
5
-
10
EXPERIENCE
104
59
5
-
-
14
4
19
First Total
180
99
9
-
-
1+4
-
1+9
Add to Reduce
1+8+0
9+9
-
-
-
5
-
10
Second Total
9
18
9
-
-
1+4
-
1+0
Reduce to Deduce
-
1+8
-
-
-
5
-
1
Essence of Number
9
9
9

 

 

-
19
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
33
-
5
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
6
-
-
-
9
-
5
-
-
+
=
33
3+3
=
6
=
6
=
6
69
-
14
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
24
-
-
-
9
-
14
-
-
+
=
69
6+9
=
15
1+5
6
=
6
-
19
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
66
-
-
5
1
9
-
4
5
1
2
-
-
5
-
7
5
9
-
5
-
3
5
+
=
66
6+6
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
111
-
-
5
1
18
-
4
5
1
20
-
-
5
-
16
5
18
-
5
-
3
5
+
=
111
1+1+1
=
3
=
3
=
3
-
19
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
=
-
-
-
180
-
14
5
1
18
-
4
5
1
20
8
-
5
24
16
5
18
9
5
14
3
5
+
=
180
1+8+0
=
9
=
9
=
9
99
-
5
5
1
9
-
4
5
1
2
8
-
5
6
7
5
9
9
5
5
3
5
+
=
99
9+9
=
18
1+8
9
=
9
-
19
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
occurs
x
2
=
2
=
2
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
occurs
x
1
=
2
=
2
3
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
occurs
x
1
=
4
=
4
5
-
5
5
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
5
-
-
5
5
-
5
-
-
5
occurs
x
8
=
40
4+0
4
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
1
=
6
=
6
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
occurs
x
1
=
7
=
7
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
occurs
x
1
=
8
=
8
9
-
-
-
-
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
3
=
27
2+7
9
45
19
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
45
-
-
19
-
99
-
45
4+5
1+9
5
5
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
5
-
-
5
5
-
5
-
-
4+5
-
-
1+9
-
9+9
-
4+5
9
10
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
9
-
-
10
-
18
-
9
-
1+0
5
5
1
9
-
4
5
1
2
8
-
5
6
7
5
9
9
5
5
3
5
-
-
-
1
-
1+0
-
1+8
-
-
9
1
N
E
A
R
-
D
E
A
T
H
-
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
9
-
-
1
-
9
-
9

 

 

THAT

CREATORS

LIVING ALWAYS LIVING

CONSCIOUSONENESS

GODS

DIVINE THOUGHT DIVINE

 

 

THE MAGIC MOUNTAIN

Thomas Mann 1875-1955

Page 466

"Had not the normal, since time was, lived on the achievements of the abnormal? Men consciously and voluntarily descended into disease and madness, in search of knowledge which, acquired by fanaticism, would lead back to health; after the possession and use of it had ceased to be conditioned by that heroic and abnormal act of sacrifice. That was the true death on the cross, the true Atonement.

 

 

WAY OF THE PEACEFUL WARRIOR

A

BOOK THAT CHANGES LIVES

Dan Millman 1980

Page 44

"...do you recall that I told you we must work on changing your mind before you can see the warrior's way? / Page 45 /

"Yes, but I really don't think. . ."
"Don't be afraid," he repeated. "Comfort yourself with a saying of Confucius," he smiled. " 'Only the supremely wise and the ignorant do not alter.' " Saying that, he reached out and placed his hands gently but firmly on my temples.
Nothing happened for a moment-then suddenly, I felt a growing pressure in the middle of my head. There was a loud buzzing, then a sound like waves rushing up on the beach. I heard bells ringing, and my head felt as if it was going to burst. That's when I saw the light, and my mind exploded with its brightness. Something in me was dying-I knew this for a certainty-and something else was being born! Then the light engulfed everything."

 

 

WESTERN MYSTICISM

Dom Cuthbert Butler 1922

Page 136

Truth and Light

" For all that, it will be instructive, as in the case of Augustine, to group under headings Gregory's ways of speaking of contemplation. In the first place, then, we saw that there was a series of passages wherein Augustine spoke of the Object contemplated in the language of pure meta­physics. Of this I find in Gregory only a single instance, wher.e he says that in contemplation' the One and Incorporeal Being, "Esse", is contemplated."
We saw how Augustine depicts his elevations to contem­plation as the result of the effort to attain to the Being that it is not subject to change. In Gregory no such intellectual hunger for the Unchangeable manifests itself. In one place, describing contemplation, he speaks of 'transcending all things changeable and inhering in the Unchangeable' (Mor. xxii. 35).
Augustine's predominant idea of the object of contempla­tion is 'Truth " the ontological Truth that is God Himself. With Gregory also the effort to attain to contemplation is to search for the Truth, 2 and its achievement is to contemplate or to feel the Truth." More fully: Contemplation is ' a subtle tasting of the savour of boundless, or unencompassed, Truth,"
and' the receiving the food of love from the pasture of contemplated Truth."
But St Gregory's favourite symbo-l, to which he returns again and again in describing contemplation, is Light. He conceives of God as the boundless or unencompassed Light­, Lumen incircumscriptum '-and contemplation is the endeavour' to fix the eye of the heart on the very ray of the unencompassed Light.'G With this may be compared his description of the Beatific Vision enjoyed by the Saints in Heaven: 'To behold God's face and see the unencompassed / Page 137 / Light.~ 1 But in this life' no one is able, to fix the mind's eye on the unencompassed ray itself of Light' 2: all it can do is , to attain to somewhat of the unencompassed Light by stealth and scantily.' 3 To this we shall return in § F.
The' unencompassed Light' constantly recurs as the object of contemplation: the effort to attain to contemplation is the desire to see the unencompassed Light, the striving to gaze on its radiance, the gaping at it; the achievement of contem­plation is to attain to somewhat of it, by understanding and feeling to taste somewhat of it, to be fed on it5 taste, to be illumined by its flash or coruscation:
He uses the same epithets as Augustine: thus he speaks of
the Light eternal of contemplation, the Light invisible, the Light incorporeal, an infusion whereof is received in contem­plation;5 of the true Light, somewhat whereof may scantily be seen;6 of the inward Light, a sight whereof flashes in the soul with a ray of brightness by the grace of contemplation,' but which man, placed in darkness, knows not as it really is;~ of the unchangeable Light which does not in contemplation burst forth as it is on the mind's eye; 9 of the incorruptible Light; 10 of the supernal Light which our contemplation discloses to us, agape for it, and anon hides from us, failing through weak­ness.11
For St Gregory, contemplation is to pass into the Light; 12
to inhere in it, to see it hastily and taste it scantily; 13 it is to gaze on the very Fountain of Light. 14 This Light is the Light of Truth which, though not yet perceived as it is,' still is let into the mind as it were through a narrow slitY
'The chink of contemplation' is a favourite symbol with St Gregory: in contemplation the eternal or unencompassed Light is seen as is a sunbeam coming through a chink."

 

 

10
EXPERIENCE
-
-
-
-
1
E
5
5
5
5
2
X+P
40
13
4
-
1
E
5
5
5
5
1
R
18
9
9
-
1
I
9
9
9
-
1
E
5
5
5
5
1
N
14
5
5
5
1
C
3
3
3
-
1
E
5
5
5
5
10
EXPERIENCE
104
59
50
25
1+0
-
1+0+4
5+9
5+0
2+5
1
EXPERIENCE
5
5
5
7

 

 

-
10
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
9
-
5
-
-
+
=
20
2+0
=
2
=
2
=
2
-
-
-
24
-
-
-
9
-
14
-
-
+
=
47
4+7
=
11
1+1
2
=
2
-
10
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
7
5
9
-
5
-
3
5
+
=
39
3+9
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
-
5
-
16
5
18
-
5
-
3
5
+
=
57
5+7
=
12
1+2
3
=
3
-
10
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
--
=
-
-
-
-
-
5
24
16
5
18
9
5
14
3
5
+
=
104
1+0+4
=
5
=
5
=
5
-
-
5
6
7
5
9
9
5
5
3
5
+
=
59
5+9
=
14
1+4
5
=
5
-
10
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1
ONE
1
-
-
-
-
-
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
2
TWO
2
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
3
-
-
-
3
occurs
x
1
=
3
=
3
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
4
FOUR
4
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
5
-
-
5
-
-
5
5
-
5
-
-
5
occurs
x
5
=
25
2+5
7
-
-
-
6
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
6
occurs
x
1
=
6
=
6
-
-
-
-
7
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
7
occurs
x
1
=
7
=
7
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
8
EIGHT
8
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
9
occurs
x
2
=
18
1+8
9
15
10
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
30
-
-
10
-
59
-
32
1+5
1+0
-
-
-
-
9
9
-
-
-
-
-
-
3+0
-
-
1+0
-
5+9
-
3+2
6
1
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
3
-
-
1
-
14
-
5
-
-
5
6
7
5
9
9
5
5
3
5
-
-
-
1
-
-
-
1+4
-
-
6
1
E
X
P
E
R
I
E
N
C
E
-
-
8
-
-
1
-
5
-
5

 

 

 

<
-
6
A
T
U
M
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
`-
1
20
21
13
+
=
55
5+5
=
10
1+0
1
-
-
1
2
3
4
+
=
10
1+0
=
1
-
1
-
6
A
T
U
M
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
`-
1
20
21
13
+
=
55
5+5
=
10
1+0
1
-
-
1
2
3
4
+
=
10
1+0
=
1
-
1
-
6
A
T
U
M
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
`-
1
20
21
13
+
=
55
5+5
=
10
1+0
1
-
-
1
2
3
4
+
=
10
1+0
=
1
-
1
-
6
A
T
U
M