Rising

[JustAnotherFour]

I strive to do good in this reality. But I also sometimes suffer from lack of motivation; the result being procrastination. Certainly not always but today is one of those days. When feeling like this, I tend to try and revert to ‘why’.

Why am I here? Why do I procrastinate? Why do I have addictions? Why can I not move forward? Oftentimes this leads down a rabbit hole of cause and effect leading to much wasted time spent over-analysing, trying to attain an unrealistic perfection, without taking enough action, when deep down I know the Truth.

I understand periods of reconciliation are tough for a reason, so we can learn and grow. But that certainly doesn’t make the lessons any easier.

I have been building a foundation but feel held back by this ego… an immature attitude but one I face. I must push forward and rise. I must dig deep inside and see past the illusion as I have done before.. I sometimes feel a strong inner Peace at this stage in life but contradict my self by experiencing periods driven by fear/laziness instead of simply DOing and taking action, gaining knowledge, rising higher. From sorrow to serenity. 5 is required.

So, Oracle forum members, what do you do to push yourself forward and regain balance? When you feel you are destined for so much more?

Some fleeting thoughts, as I sit contemplating life with my furry little companion. Thank you for reading.

Much love.

[O.P.A.L]

Falling far past the line
Sinking into a rest sublime
Never to wake from fear of recollection
Sleeping to sleep
Sleep to forget
Understand to remember
To live a life of rest
To live a life of peace
But
To wake and stress
To wake
Hate
Understand influence to a mind
To force yourself to grind
To lack lacking
Procrastinate the procrastination
O. P. A. L

[BeN1]

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[Lannix]

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[JustAnotherFour]

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