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https://youtu.be/vuo07cL7gFs
https://youtu.be/Hmkp8qaOlk4
https://youtu.be/4ZSXvgVyaAo

the third video give you an answer to when you are the 9

but not directly,its why the video was creaing, its what the woman does
what the woman do
why we see the video but dont like the song but we look it

[Auriorusiana]

I’ve pitied him enough. He bites the hand that feeds. Even outside of the body he justifies his actions but some guilt is real. I know I can’t help everyone. He’s also in jail now but I could care less tbh.
Forgiveness is a virtue but forgiving incessantly invites others to abuse
And I like the video and song. And yeah dancing in pure spirit is powerful. It’s enchanting and borderline intoxicating

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I’ve pitied him enough. He bites the hand that feeds. Even outside of the body he justifies his actions but some guilt is real. I know I can’t help everyone. He’s also in jail now but I could care less tbh.
Forgiveness is a virtue but forgiving incessantly invites others to abuse
And I like the video and song. And yeah dancing in pure spirit is powerful. It’s enchanting and borderline intoxicating

yeah but its good in the jail its good for him, there he can learn about it who he is
and who he was
and who he want to be in the future

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I’ve pitied him enough. He bites the hand that feeds. Even outside of the body he justifies his actions but some guilt is real. I know I can’t help everyone. He’s also in jail now but I could care less tbh.
Forgiveness is a virtue but forgiving incessantly invites others to abuse
And I like the video and song. And yeah dancing in pure spirit is powerful. It’s enchanting and borderline intoxicating

you know the story about the brothers and the field? (from, the bible)
don't be the one who kills his brother.
What sorry he was, he could never go back

your buder is still alive and a mistake of 1 year would not need an end to forgiveness

[Auriorusiana]

Yes I do and I think about it everytime I start to despise him.
It would be different if the snake behavior didn’t continue even after his alleged clean up.
Same patterns different day. He attempted to repay the debt but won’t work to make himself actually change, he’d rather just try to makeup for it. I can’t say I never used to gloss over my issues and only used to care once I faced repercussions but the difference is in the how.
I also can’t say I don’t see myself in him, of course, it serves as an example if I used my wit and words for self benefit. So I guess I’m thankful to be taught a lesson I could’ve learned easier and without arguments every night of highschool while trying to sleep. Or being laughed at when I would come to them to talk.

So I pulled a few strings and had him experience my experience condensed, just a taste so he would know. It just made me feel sad to hear his soul suffering, revenge isn’t fulfilling, the memories don’t go away and I don’t want them to. I want his body and soul to understand the lessons I could see as a body as a child that he couldn’t as a “grown” man

[Auriorusiana]

Cain also wasn’t really sorry atleast not in the moment that was atleast my interpretation. “Am i my brothers keeper?” Sounded sarcastic to me, as if obviously you know if you kill someone you are the one responsible in that situation but hey that’s just a guess.
If forgiven, which we have, he bites the hand that feeds everytime, and still thinks I can’t sense when he’s trying to make a sale on us or pull something on us. Fakes kindness to get what he wants and he wants money and drugs and to be idolized but apparently not enough to put in real work. So he has fashioned his own hell, and all I have is pity, and a bill that needs to be paid from him. You can’t take back what happened but you can give me opportunity in the future, so he must pay what is owed, and I am very grave when it comes to those matters.

Seeing my mother cry because every night he would go out wandering for a fix, my mother thought he’d die any day, and she blamed herself everyday, even when he would use his own death as a card for leverage on her to get money and what he wanted.

My mother, too kind for her own good, let men abuse her, me, and she was trampled on and used. This is a lesson in forgiveness. It invites people to use you. Christ on the cross felt the pain of his own crucifixion, his followers pain of watching the light drain from their world, and fear and worry for his torturers as he knew they didn’t know what they did. True omnipotent and omnipresent pain and awareness.

But as far as I may be, and as much as I let bygones be that, despite the debt of course because fair is fair, I will not be inviting him anywhere near and he is in jail for a reason. He will not see his error for years and I want to enjoy my time. Nonetheless I thank the experience for making me wiser and stronger than him

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say this words to him which you pick up to say to me
then he will understand
when you only speak in his street language he never understand you ar ebetter like him
giv ehim words wher ehe need to think about it
to understand what they meaning

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Cain also wasn’t really sorry atleast not in the moment that was atleast my interpretation. “Am i my brothers keeper?” Sounded sarcastic to me, as if obviously you know if you kill someone you are the one responsible in that situation but hey that’s just a guess.
If forgiven, which we have, he bites the hand that feeds everytime, and still thinks I can’t sense when he’s trying to make a sale on us or pull something on us. Fakes kindness to get what he wants and he wants money and drugs and to be idolized but apparently not enough to put in real work. So he has fashioned his own hell, and all I have is pity, and a bill that needs to be paid from him. You can’t take back what happened but you can give me opportunity in the future, so he must pay what is owed, and I am very grave when it comes to those matters.

Seeing my mother cry because every night he would go out wandering for a fix, my mother thought he’d die any day, and she blamed herself everyday, even when he would use his own death as a card for leverage on her to get money and what he wanted.

My mother, too kind for her own good, let men abuse her, me, and she was trampled on and used. This is a lesson in forgiveness. It invites people to use you. Christ on the cross felt the pain of his own crucifixion, his followers pain of watching the light drain from their world, and fear and worry for his torturers as he knew they didn’t know what they did. True omnipotent and omnipresent pain and awareness.

But as far as I may be, and as much as I let bygones be that, despite the debt of course because fair is fair, I will not be inviting him anywhere near and he is in jail for a reason. He will not see his error for years and I want to enjoy my time. Nonetheless I thank the experience for making me wiser and stronger than him

you cant help everybody, for someboyds every help is to late, when the devil has him and he loves the devil then he dopnt wanna go away from him



only the truth will open the eyes
they eyes from us everybody
the truth is why we exist
the truth is why we has mysterias like this website here

cause the truth all can change

[Auriorusiana]

It will come to him eventually and I’m not the one to hold his hand but I guess I could say in that situation sarcastically “am I my brothers keeper?”. Neglect is different than murder, and we have given him many chance and opportunity. He obviously doesn’t want it.

You know what he does want from me tho? The fact I can possess both Satan and Lord, as much wrath as love, he’d definitely want that knowledge from me and would disregard me as person to get it from me

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It will come to him eventually and I’m not the one to hold his hand but I guess I could say in that situation sarcastically “am I my brothers keeper?”. Neglect is different than murder, and we have given him many chance and opportunity. He obviously doesn’t want it.

You know what he does want from me tho? The fact I can possess both Satan and Lord, as much wrath as love, he’d definitely want that knowledge from me and would disregard me as person to get it from me

yeah exactlyits not the same its not murder

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It will come to him eventually and I’m not the one to hold his hand but I guess I could say in that situation sarcastically “am I my brothers keeper?”. Neglect is different than murder, and we have given him many chance and opportunity. He obviously doesn’t want it.

You know what he does want from me tho? The fact I can possess both Satan and Lord, as much wrath as love, he’d definitely want that knowledge from me and would disregard me as person to get it from me

but what you saying is an 9
you are both at the same time
devil and god
you cant be find the devil when you dont know how he looks like
you need to see both sides

[Auriorusiana]

I don’t seek to help them, I already tried. I look to my future and present now, I need to stay more in the now as I tend to day dream but. Life has gotten significantly better without the influence of my family and the return of my health. I appreciate so many little and great things now. Knowing a taste of hell is a step to savoring heaven. And it was the shamans duty to take on disease, whether he was already inclined to or chose to or really a mix of both, to understand and heal the tribe. You cannot fight darkness with just light, you must understand darkness

And on the previous topic I can’t say it didn’t spur change in me, it made me want to get as far from home as I could and I did just that, and had a beautiful summer when I was 16 after a long dark winter. I travelled on my own for the first time something we never had the privilege of affording (well the rest of the family did before they blew their money) and it motivated me to start my business. It was a true transformative arch, which I suppose is better than leading a life without anything close to it

[Auriorusiana]

Yes. That’s the meaning of 666999. 6 is associated with Aries, the Ram, Mars, war and 9 with Aphrodite, the scales of balance, the crow, beauty, peace. Their child was Eros, incarnated previously as he was a primordial force. Eros is Love and War incarnate, arrows of golden love and blunt lead. He uses a weapon to show love and he is forever young.
And his consort was Psyche. The mind.

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i am now very exhausted, opening this door is always very exhausting for me. I beg your pardon, but it was nice to meet you

[Auriorusiana]

If one channel the consciousness that is Eros which existed before the name of it and our image of it, before I get called an idol worshipper. That person would be as sturdy as the Ram on the ground, with horns as defense or offense, and free in flight as a Crow that dwells among the eagles. And Crows are Apollo’s prophetic birds who used to be white until they were scorched by Apollo’s sun, and black to me symbolizes the fertility of the Nile.
A true alpha and omega archetype, creator and destroyer, wrath of war and the ability to balance and channel it.