Ah, yes. A truth finder!
My advice is to just be patient. Answers and understandings will come soon. Just continue to look through the site, and don't just skip through it, but actually read it. If some word doesn't make sense to you, look it up.
Study mathematics, numerology, world cultures, philosophy, various sciences, and more. Read books that interest you in this subject.
Also be sure to read some of our forums posts. Especially those that have been here for quite a while: redbeck (the site moderator), red_rose, hope, BeN1, koguntetsu, and many many more.
I am also sure that redbeck can guide you to which next step you should take. He might give you a link, and if he does, study it very carefully.
last but not least, maybe take a look at the index of indices. It is basically an index and contains great information.
http://973-eht-namuh-973.com/coloured%2 ... ndices.htm
This site is a shared knowledge and wisdom place.
Best regards,
Sh3rl0ck