Gratitude

[IoBoI]

I thank this site for being my ticket to salvation. There’s still a road ahead, I’ve learned to grow in ways I never thought. My seemingly mundane walks have turned into deep banter with myself and in the cosmos.
One feels a tinge sad knowing that they can’t return to what could be a simple life, if one ever exists, one feels a bit as if your youth was cut short, but I understand it’s the path to freedom.
I’m proud and happy to have made my dwelling in a place of equal parts compassion and almost ineffable Knowledge.
Such an alien feeling to feel close with beings this life doesn’t remember or has not met, true guidance that extends down to show any person in the cosmos that they’re okay, they can shed their petty worries, and flow into something new
I don’t hold contempt anymore, of course unpleasantries crop up, but almost never without purpose. We’ve all at one point considering our nature been casted out from the dogmatic lot, but I sit and daydream of the day after this life were we can look back and laugh, understand the pettiness of how we lived, and take comfort in knowing we’ve gone beyond it.
Patience is a virtue, this world and others were schools, I’m grateful everyday to have tasted and ruminated the divine in its manifold, because I know many many do not get the privilege, and yet will still wallow in dimness.
Every cliche I’ve ever heard about the divine was correct, and still it provided more, and it always will.

May us all one day, in the existence after, and mull over life’s intricacies and iniquities, taking contentment in knowing we all have stumbled, we all rose above, and hopefully left something behind for others to find their way.

Enough of the cheesy shit who wants to chug mescaline and throw a party next to a nebula

[LineArck]

i need help ; white rabbit disappeared since 2018
My time is counted ; help me in my duty .

[IoBoI]

I am not a master of this site, yet as I’m told, I followed steps outline here and partially abramelin unknowingly.
My best advice is to follow alice, read from several books, contemplate the validity of the sources, and know this site compresses the narratives in the cleanest way I’ve seen. But like I said, im not a master I was brought into this game by another part of me