My poor mind
Posted: 10 Feb 2021 21:48
I've been reading through this forum and it's actually, genuinely giving me headaches.
There seems to be so much stuff to grasp, so many concepts, so many ideas. From what I can tell, I'll eventually achieve enlightenment but i can't call it that or think about it at all.
I've had a theory for a while now. Not even necessarily totally related to eht namuh but just kind of in general, but what I've read so far is really making me want to say it out loud and to expand on it. I think we "humans" have powers and capabilities that the majority of us don't even know about. I think we're all connected in a certain way, and if we could all tap into it and learn about it we would be a completely different universe than we are now.
Or maybe we have already in a parrallel universe, and this is why I dream of this so often and see it so clearly. This vision interrupts me often.
Forgive me for what must seem like such simple thoughts.
My own dreams disturb me. I wake up feeling certain I have lived in a dream for a very long time, but cannot recall ever having dreamed it before. There are many other things that have lead me here. I have not had a night of proper sleep for years. I am tired and groggy every single day, because I have multiple realistic, thought consuming dreams every single night and I remember every detail of each and every one of them and it is disturbing me. I think somehow it is connected. I feel like eht namuh is the key to figuring out why. Why what? I don't know. I'm not letting that concern me right now though. Whatever answers i receive, if you could call them answers, will be enough for me.
Forgive me if i am using this forum wrong. Writing all of this down and sharing it, i believe, will be immensely helpful to me, and here is the only place where people won't think I am absolutely insane for following so closely what appears to be a meaningless prank website with random text from the outside, to the normal eye.
I'd like to post my thoughts on this every few days for my own sake, but if i'm doing it in the wrong place, or format, or if you get sick of seeing my posts please let me know and I will stop. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, though it seems to me like advice is few and far between on this forum, which i am sure is for a reason.
There seems to be so much stuff to grasp, so many concepts, so many ideas. From what I can tell, I'll eventually achieve enlightenment but i can't call it that or think about it at all.
I've had a theory for a while now. Not even necessarily totally related to eht namuh but just kind of in general, but what I've read so far is really making me want to say it out loud and to expand on it. I think we "humans" have powers and capabilities that the majority of us don't even know about. I think we're all connected in a certain way, and if we could all tap into it and learn about it we would be a completely different universe than we are now.
Or maybe we have already in a parrallel universe, and this is why I dream of this so often and see it so clearly. This vision interrupts me often.
Forgive me for what must seem like such simple thoughts.
My own dreams disturb me. I wake up feeling certain I have lived in a dream for a very long time, but cannot recall ever having dreamed it before. There are many other things that have lead me here. I have not had a night of proper sleep for years. I am tired and groggy every single day, because I have multiple realistic, thought consuming dreams every single night and I remember every detail of each and every one of them and it is disturbing me. I think somehow it is connected. I feel like eht namuh is the key to figuring out why. Why what? I don't know. I'm not letting that concern me right now though. Whatever answers i receive, if you could call them answers, will be enough for me.
Forgive me if i am using this forum wrong. Writing all of this down and sharing it, i believe, will be immensely helpful to me, and here is the only place where people won't think I am absolutely insane for following so closely what appears to be a meaningless prank website with random text from the outside, to the normal eye.
I'd like to post my thoughts on this every few days for my own sake, but if i'm doing it in the wrong place, or format, or if you get sick of seeing my posts please let me know and I will stop. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, though it seems to me like advice is few and far between on this forum, which i am sure is for a reason.