A quick "hello"
Posted: 03 Feb 2023 02:10
Hello to whoever may be out there and reading this. Hopefully there are still some people who regularly hang out here.
I'm not sure how I ended up finding this place. I've known about it for a few years and have spent a decent amount of time going through different pages and trying to learn what I can.
I feel called to make this post because I am at a point in my journey where I could really use some actual guidance. I have been self-taught for as long as I can remember. Even as a child, I felt a natural inclination to consistently study and teach myself things that may be considered strange or unusual. Yet, I feel like I have been going in circles for a while now. Sometimes I am able to figure things out on my own, but I know that I need to find some sort of community to be a part of. People who understand the truth and can help me see things I may have missed.
If there's anybody out there who would be open to talking back and forth and getting to know one another, sharing spiritual advice or thoughts about the world, I would be really thankful. Even if I could just start posting here and make a few acquaintances to swap ideas with, that would be a great start.
Sometimes I feel like I've lost the scent of the trail, or that my path leading to 'truth and knowledge' (whatever that may be) has run cold. Like I fell down the rabbit hole and made it through to the other side, only to learn that nothing has actually changed as a result of my journey.
Do any of you ever feel this way? How do I find the path again to get back to where I was? Or was I wrong all along, and the world is just nothing more than a series of incredibly mundane events leading slowly toward death? What if there really is nothing strange or unusual about the world after all, and I have to spend the rest of my days creating fairy-tales just to keep myself entertained? Even this website, which I once found to be mysterious, feels like a dead end.
I just hope that there's something I'm missing out there, and maybe one day I can figure it out.
I'm not sure how I ended up finding this place. I've known about it for a few years and have spent a decent amount of time going through different pages and trying to learn what I can.
I feel called to make this post because I am at a point in my journey where I could really use some actual guidance. I have been self-taught for as long as I can remember. Even as a child, I felt a natural inclination to consistently study and teach myself things that may be considered strange or unusual. Yet, I feel like I have been going in circles for a while now. Sometimes I am able to figure things out on my own, but I know that I need to find some sort of community to be a part of. People who understand the truth and can help me see things I may have missed.
If there's anybody out there who would be open to talking back and forth and getting to know one another, sharing spiritual advice or thoughts about the world, I would be really thankful. Even if I could just start posting here and make a few acquaintances to swap ideas with, that would be a great start.
Sometimes I feel like I've lost the scent of the trail, or that my path leading to 'truth and knowledge' (whatever that may be) has run cold. Like I fell down the rabbit hole and made it through to the other side, only to learn that nothing has actually changed as a result of my journey.
Do any of you ever feel this way? How do I find the path again to get back to where I was? Or was I wrong all along, and the world is just nothing more than a series of incredibly mundane events leading slowly toward death? What if there really is nothing strange or unusual about the world after all, and I have to spend the rest of my days creating fairy-tales just to keep myself entertained? Even this website, which I once found to be mysterious, feels like a dead end.
I just hope that there's something I'm missing out there, and maybe one day I can figure it out.

