I want to be a part of this, I truly do. I just dont know how, and I'm not in a position to put in the amount of work and time it'll take. I'm still in school, and currently have more responsibilities than I can keep up with. I want to know, I want to go on this journey. I am so tired whenever I have time to go on here I can barely get more than a few minutes of searching before falling asleep or losing interest.
It's sad. When I first started here not too long ago, I felt excited. Even 20 minutes on here, and I'd be thinking about so many different things. I'd realise huge things i'd never known before, and I was so happy. I could feel my mind expanding. I want it so bad, I want that feeling again. But I have no motivation, as I have no fucking clue what to do or where to keep going. I'm not in a place to be searching for something that I don't even know what I'm searching for.
My worst fear is that I'll never come back. When I have time I'll browse through here, but i'm going to stop pressuring myself to come here to find answers. I have more questions than I can keep up with now. I need to find these answers before I start with more questions. I hope one day I can give this my full attention, because I know It'll be worth it.
Thanks for reading,
-Tyler
I do want it
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itsofficiallytyler
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Re: I do want it
A solution for your aching cranium: oscillate
Feel free to send me a PM or an email. Expect faster responses by email.
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ReconditeDeity
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Re: I do want it
Hey Tyler,
The answers will find you when you're ready. Prepare yourself for when they arrive.
The answers will find you when you're ready. Prepare yourself for when they arrive.
Re: I do want it
Close your eyes, set intention.
There will be no text that will satisfy your craving.
Satisfaction comes from understanding, and no text will have you understand.
The light is felt, the light is shared. Only by touching the light and being with the light can one attempt to grasp it.
The light of which I speak existeth only within the darkness of the mind.
Face your shadow. Learning is a life long endeavor.
If you think anyone here understands, you're fooling yourself.
You are welcome, and you part of, as well as whole.
There will be no text that will satisfy your craving.
Satisfaction comes from understanding, and no text will have you understand.
The light is felt, the light is shared. Only by touching the light and being with the light can one attempt to grasp it.
The light of which I speak existeth only within the darkness of the mind.
Face your shadow. Learning is a life long endeavor.
If you think anyone here understands, you're fooling yourself.
You are welcome, and you part of, as well as whole.
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Auriorusiana
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Re: I do want it
wise beyond the word wise.
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