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[QuestforEudaimonia]

I do not know how to delete my account. I'm kind of bored playing this game. It was fun while it lasted but all things must be let go when that which was medicine (this website) is now poison (this website).

And to Dave - Not much to be said other than I applaud your ascension to being an Übermensch ;3

[Cheshire]

Oh no, don't leave us :'( There is still much more to learn and more nutrients to gain. I know it can be frustrating sometimes but we should try our best not to give up on our special journey.

[V3INZ]

I do not know how to delete my account. I'm kind of bored playing this game. It was fun while it lasted but all things must be let go when that which was medicine (this website) is now poison (this website).

And to Dave - Not much to be said other than I applaud your ascension to being an Übermensch ;3

game < journey
Everyone's journey is relative, do not compare yourself to others. Scaling the cliffs of knowledge seems daunting in comparison, when you see others' progress. Many people see this site as an internet mystery or some creepy discovery. Forget all you know, only then can you truly discover again.

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[QuestforEudaimonia]

Oh no, don't leave us :'( There is still much more to learn and more nutrients to gain. I know it can be frustrating sometimes but we should try our best not to give up on our special journey.

A better way of reiterating my original post in this thread is to simply concede that I am not mentally stable enough to be able to engage with the material on this site. It fucks me up. I have no ill feelings towards this site (it is an artistic masterpiece) nor the people in the community. It's just me feeling extremely timid because I have suffered from several psychotic breaks already and am Bipolar Type I... I just can't take the risk.

So I salute you my brothers and sisters. Venture forth but I must stay back; sorry

[QuestforEudaimonia]

I do not know how to delete my account. I'm kind of bored playing this game. It was fun while it lasted but all things must be let go when that which was medicine (this website) is now poison (this website).

And to Dave - Not much to be said other than I applaud your ascension to being an Übermensch ;3

game < journey
Everyone's journey is relative, do not compare yourself to others. Scaling the cliffs of knowledge seems daunting in comparison, when you see others' progress. Many people see this site as an internet mystery or some creepy discovery. Forget all you know, only then can you truly discover again.

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I appreciate your reply friend. But I'll be frank.

I am eager for my journey to end. That's not to say I plan on ending it. But rather I would like it to end as soon as God permits. I'm tired and I don't want to keep reading stuff that makes me feel like I need to end my pain now. Stuff like what's on this site makes me feel like nothing in life is real and therefore immediately makes me want to end it.

My goal is to last long enough to outlive my parents but I don't want to be a journeyman anymore.

[BeN1]

[Theonetwo]

I do not know how to delete my account. […]

if your attempt is successful and they granted your wish for deleting your account,
then I would finally be thankful,
if this happens to mine also,
including all the posts I did,
not like the latter is really of importance to me,
just like my post isn't to you,
so thats pretty much secondary.

but having my account deleted,
would I like to see please,
if not, then the account "BeN1" will be another one of all those hundreds and more hundreds of inactive ghost accounts on here,
indicating the unreal assumption of a community looking bigger virtually as it obviously is in reality.

I'm tired and I don't want to keep reading stuff that makes me feel like I need to end my pain now. Stuff like what's on this site makes me feel like nothing in life is real and therefore immediately makes me want to end it.

I know too good this feeling of being tired brother,
but its not because the site had affected me
bad mentally in this nearly ten years coming here.

also never this site creeped or freaked me out,
still I ask why should it ?

its more the feeling of realizing,
that thinking to belong here,
wasn't more then just a feeling,

better I live entirely in this
not-so-good-sometimes reality,
then in this utopia of a society,
weaved into supposed secrecy,
but never really indicating what this one goal of y'all is and just by saying to make the world a better place,
while actually never constantly really be like
on point /clear-word talking to me is just plain paradox or not to say oddly bizarre,
but I still respect those founders of this site.

whoever this mythical person is (or better was?)
going by the name of David Denison,
thanks.


"it was fun while it lasted."

You've been patient enough. Just a little bit more.