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[Topazuke]

I understand, but I definitely don't fully understand. The more you know, the more you realize you don't know. It's so annoying not understanding, but I know that once I figure this out, it'll be great. I'm just worried that it won't be worth it, then again it's not the destination it's the journey. But I can't grasp what "the upside down of the downside up" is for. I want to try to right a message, but I don't think I'm there quite yet. From what I can tell reading is quite difficult at first, but becomes more natural the longer you're here. And writing seems even worse.

[Helios]

Look but don’t let consume you. Read at your own pace and find material that you’re familiar with and start there. I’ve been under the impression ALOT that I cracked this enigma here only to get duped but that’s the fun in it. It’s a well for knowledge, and many of men have spiraled to madness mulling over the existential. But there is good and positive information on this site that can be applied in life the same day and you can experience nice results for you and your friends if done correctly:)

[crunchlord]

do not frustrate yourself with it. remember, there will most likely never be this "Eureka!" moment, when everything suddenly falls into place. it will reveal itself slowly and surely.

and, one meaning for "the upside down in the downside up" can be perceived similarly to the meaning of the Yin Yang. it shows there is bad in all good and good in all bad, and that life, and all things, are not going to be just black and white. there will be hiccups, and mistakes, but that is part of the process, much like the process of reading and understand the extent of Eht Namuh. I wish you luck on your journey.

[Helios]

I know I’ve had several light bulb moments. But it does all make sense;)