I"d like some help, or a hint, or even a small piece of wisdom

[itsofficiallytyler]

Hello, I'm new here and after a few days of looking through I found this forum. I'd really like to understand. I've felt unsatisfied for the longest time, and I've been searching for a way to find answers to questions I can't even describe. This is the first place I've found that looks like it may hold answers.

I don't expect anything, which is why I'm here. From what I take of this, the 973 eht namuh 973 collection, or whatever I should call it, is something you must journey through before you truly "understand'' but please correct me if I am wrong. I am intimidated. I have no idea where to start. I think I have a basic grasp on numerology, but not enough to understand the large charts.

Please, I just want to get on my path to understanding and making some sense of what this means. I need something other than the endless days of the same old, not being satisfied, not being happy, and knowing deep down that there is SOMETHING much bigger, that would satisfy me forever. I feel a pull, but to what? To this? Is this it? I'm not even sure, but I believe so. So please, if somebody could reply or even PM me with just a little guidance. A hint of some sort, an explanation of where to begin, of how to begin. I would be so grateful for just some guidance to help me start.

I am scared, nervous, and excited to begin this journey, along with many emotions I can't describe. I hope to maybe even meet some of you. Anything would help me right now, even if it's just words of encouragement.

-Tyler

[Beware]

Tend to the part of the garden closest to you, only that which you can touch.

When your small garden has been watered for a time, and is flourishing, and you are no longer burdened to tend to this garden, then shall you expand into a larger garden, so you might have excess to feed thy neighbor.

If you find yourself in a drought, and your garden has wilted and withered, and your stomach aches, do not worry. Have strength. Do not curse the sky for lacking in rain, but contemplate on how you will begin anew.

If you find that you are unable to form a garden, and are growing weary, and losing sight...
Know that the light of the sun does shine, and someplace it shall rain,
and you may find sustenance, if only you keep the love of ALL with you.

If it seems the light of life is fading altogether, worry not, for to the ALL shall you return.
The warmest and brightest light is not seen with eyes, but with spirit.