BeN1 wrote: 20 Jan 2025 15:09
if your attempt is successful and they granted your wish for deleting your account,
then I would finally be thankful,
if this happens to mine also,
including all the posts I did,
not like the latter is really of importance to me,
just like my post isn't to you,
so thats pretty much secondary.
but having my account deleted,
would I like to see please,
if not, then the account "BeN1" will be another one of all those hundreds and more hundreds of inactive ghost accounts on here,
indicating the unreal assumption of a community looking bigger virtually as it obviously is in reality.
QuestforEudaimonia wrote: 19 Jan 2025 20:08
I'm tired and I don't want to keep reading stuff that makes me feel like I need to end my pain now. Stuff like what's on this site makes me feel like nothing in life is real and therefore immediately makes me want to end it.
I know too good this feeling of being tired brother,
but its not because the site had affected me
bad mentally in this nearly ten years coming here.
also never this site creeped or freaked me out,
still I ask why should it ?
its more the feeling of realizing,
that thinking to belong here,
wasn't more then just a feeling,
better I live entirely in this
not-so-good-sometimes reality,
then in this utopia of a society,
weaved into supposed secrecy,
but never really indicating what this one goal of y'all is and just by saying to make the world a better place,
while actually never constantly really be like
on point /clear-word talking to me is just plain paradox or not to say oddly bizarre,
but I still respect those
founders of this site.
whoever this mythical person is (
or better was?

)
going by the name of David Denison,
thanks.
"
it was fun while it lasted."